Thursday, July 24, 2003

not been doing much. cept studying i guess. not high scale yet. juz flipping through the books. trying to recall anything that had proved useful to me within the last two years. its tough.

its hard to focus when ure studying alone. there are so many distractions. food. guitar. bed. more den enough to lead u astray from ur worktable to use them. though i guess there's nothing wrong with using them. it would be much more efficient if u could put in a solid couple of hours with a pen in hand jotting down notes. doing excercises aka plain ol' studying. better den 5 min study 5 min play guitar/ watch tv. even as i sit here typing this on the pc. its also a form of distraction. i could well be writing an essay instead of writing this entry down. but i guess. two days of no sch. u gotta spend some time on the pc. ( though i feel ive already exceeded the recommended time by quite a bit ) ah well. was thinkin about writing about ego. and how impt it is although hwo irritating it can become. dahh.

i forgot who but someone told me this. there are so many ppl making big money out of motivational books such as who moved my cheese by adding creative ideas to commonsensical concepts. not that they are cheating or anything. but all we have to do is think about it in a diff way. self-motivation. no matter how complex. is always the best ( u dun have to explain it to others sumore. tt i feel. is the best part )

39 days to prelims. sorry if i make u tensed up. i am.
prelims are scary.

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